today... sigh... sometimes i really hope that my sis & dad could live in harmony.. in the past it's still ok... i'm very scared... afraid that my dad & sis will quarrel... my dad will chase my sis out of the house.. or my sis will leave home & never come back.. i love my sis.. i dote her alot.. but both their temper is so bad.. none of them is willing to give way.. everytime when this happens, i will want to cry... i'm useless i know.. but what can i do... i'm afraid i will lose control & interfere... cos i know this wouldn't help.... it'll only make the situation worse... i'm really very vexed when i think of this.. ah... can anyone help me? sometimes i think if i were to choose either one of them, i'll choose my sis of course.. i know that my dad meant to be good but his way of dealing stuffs i really don't know it's good or not.. sometimes he's unreasonable.. he's overprotected... too sensitive.. too unreasonable... too male chavanist.. but who can change him? he cares for us but show it in a wrong way.. we don't like it.. i understand he cares.. but not my sis... she don't understand.. even for me & my mum, she don't know that we really care for her.. we love her.. dote her.. but sometimes she don't understand.. my mum she works very hard to earn lots of money for us.. she save & scramp.. gives us the best.. pay for our bills.. tolerate my noisy aunt & cousin.. do housework & cook for us after work.. she's tired.. & i know she's sick.. but.. i don't know what to do.. she's really worried about my sis.. she hopes that she will learn to be good.. study hard.. get at least a cert.. but.. my sis.. i'm not confirm if she's doing her best or not.. i see her on & off with her homework.. on & off studying for exams.. sigh.. i don't know what to do.. i'm a useless sis.. a useless daughter.. sometimes i really hope to go somewhere peaceful.. with no problems.. no quarrels.. no unhappiness.. sigh.. life sucks!!!!!!!