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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
11/02/2004 04:03:00 PM
Whao..just watched 50 first dates... very funny.. very romantic.. interesting.. it must have took alot of courage & love for the lead actor(Henry in the show) to let the lead actress(lucy in the show) fall in love with him every single day... haha it's all about loving someone.. well.. sometimes i really don't understand myself.. this one sided love of mine.. i think it's quite tiring.. just like my previous one sided loves.. well the longest time that i had a one sided love lasted for about 4 years.. that's really love.. not like or a crush.. i was pretty serious about him.. but it turn out to be a pretty sad one.. my one sided love indirectly caused trouble for the friends around me.. well.. ever since that love, all my one sided love didn't last long.. maybe it was because of that 'true first love', i kept on finding substitudes... after the 'true first love', i turn to 'M'.. & it turn out worse... then now i turn to... haiz... maybe i'm not suppose to love someone.. maybe i don't have the rights to.. cos all i do is causing troubles for the people around me & the person i love.. today i saw my sis bulletin board on friendster.. quite upset.. cos there's one question which ask 'who do you love most in your family?'... she answered 'none'.. well.. if she don't have feelings for her family, i think that's a bad thing.. cos in this case she will never listen to us.. can't wait to go out with my friends again... cos at least i will know how to smile when i'm with them.. though i know this is a form of escaping but.. better than nothing..


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