gosh.. really can't breathe easy now.. after i got to know the bad news from mad.. my mood goes down the drain.. everything's different now.. actually got guides today.. but it's optional for me to go.. cos go there also do nothing but i need to settle some stuffs with the teachers about the next camp.. but son't thnik i'm going le.. now so late.. really no mood to go.. so sad.. don't know what to do.. sigh.. actually after the trip to Sentosa i felt so much happier.. but now.. sigh.. SOB..................................................................................................................................................................... really want to go k box now & sing my heart out.. i think maybe i need some time & space to cool down & think about things.. well.. hope that my mood will be better.. i was choosing pics to develop just now.. WHAO.. actually more than 100 pics i need to develop.. but really broke nowadays.. then i have to sacrifice some pics.. now left with 78.. haha.. if there's really a medecine called 'love eraser', i'll be the first one to try it.. so that i can forget all about love.. but actually this is not a good medecine cos you will even forget the feeling about love & be heartless & also forget the love with your family & peers.. so everything will has its pros & cons.. kenny suggested that the group name for me mad & ling be Charlie Angels.. BUT... lolx.. i think it's weird.. haha.. forget it.. hope that tomorrow will be a better day..