haiz... very sick currently.. today last day of sch... class at 8am woke up at around 7.30am... late again.. luckily yesterday pass my landyard to ling... i thought my mum will wake me up but she didn't... when i reach sch it was like 8.40am le.. therefore i too pai sei to go in.. waited outside for mad they all.. then after that went to eat then mad go do project then i nothing to do so went to the library to watch 'space jam'.. then do project at the room... then after the writing skills class went junction 8 with mad to buy gift... then went home.. my dad woke up and ask me where my sis go.. shouldn't have went home so early.. everytime very scared my parents ask about my sis's stuffs.. especially my dad.. then i anyhow 'fu yan' him.. no choice.. cannot expect me to tell him the truth.. sometimes my parents are just giving me more and more pressure... haiz... sometimes really don't wanna think about you but really can't help it all the times.. especially when you are present... think i have to take my medication again... if not i'll never recover...