Today sch reopen... luckily can wake up cos my sis was like "disturbing" me... lolx... really tired.. cos last night slept at around 1 plus after work... yesterday's work not bad... quite slack.. it was catholic high sec's graduation night and they had buffet.. cos it was very slack.. well shirley jie tols me it was 6pm at mandarin court but then i went to check at the counter when i reach there yesterday, it is suppose to be 5.30pm report but i couldn't find my name.. i found i similar name but it's spelled Joan at both Ballroom & mandarin court.. then i went to mandarin court to report without having dinner cos i'm sure that shirley jie told me it's at mandarin court.. but ballroom's was 6pm.. haiz.. then i went there and found out that there's really a Joan there... lolx.. i was like shit.. what to do.. but then the captain there just added my name in the list.. lucky.. then i work till like 10.30pm.. the aunty partnering me knew i didn't have dinner.. then she will brought me to the kitchen to eat the leftovers.. lolx.. but it's all cheesecakes... no choice.. i hungry.. but it was nice.. today first lesson is macroeconomic's tutorial.. the tutor is really fun & cute.. haha.. not bad.. then she released us early at around 11am.. then no choice nowhere to go therefore went home.. then after that came back to sch to meet ling.. she accompany go eat dinner at mac.. then second lesson.. marketing lecture... damn boring & the teacher abit long winded.. don't really understand what she talking.. hope that this module won't kill me... lolx.. ok today abit lost when i see... but never mind la.. i think everything will be ok.. oh SHE's album's great.. haha..

later must go work alone..sianz..hope everything will go on smoothly... please let me have a good day... with good and nice customers... yesterday bought a black ladies top at Baleno.. wanted to buy S & K guys T-shirt but it the color wasn't so nice on me.. but my sis bought something from there.. i'm going to buy contact lens again.. i think i will buy monthly types but in bulks... cheaper.. but haven't check out the price... next year the trainings for guides will be changed because of the 5day thingy... it'll be on wed & fri about 2 or 3pm... i think friday i might not be able to make it cos my lessons ends at 3pm.. but wed ends at 2pm.. my timetable quite sucky.. cos no lessons end earlier one.. then breaks too long don't know what to do.. very cold weather today.. tml start sch le.. i nothing to bring actually.. but must bring the books to exchange with Jacqueline.. then tml's 5h break dunno should go where.. haiz... see see first ba.. maybe i go shopping..

what a tired and sleepy day... don't know why am i so tired.. haha... today went to amk's kbox with my sis and dad... my dad's treat... haha... it was great... sang lots of songs.. alot of new songs.. we sang for about 4hours none stop... lolx.. until my voice wanna disappear le.. very long never go le... haha quite happy... alot of new songs... now more and more H there cos the new english songs there not fake any more... how new are the english songs? there's kelly clarkson's "breakaway"... still got "our lips are sealed"... blue's "breathe easy"... and lots more.. haha.. too bad no SHE's new songs.. ya i know they are too new... Hoobastank's "The reason" and Ashlee Simpson's "Pieces of me" and "Shadow" still not up yet.. but going to be up.. therefore next time we will be able to sing their songs there.. YEAH!!! then after that we went to amk's coffeeshop to eat... that place is famous for crab stuff... we reach there at about 8pm and waited for an hour then our dinner is served... lots of people there.. full house.. the food there were great... my sis's intro.. next time can go there eat again.. don't know why from my camp starts till now, i kept on coughing... sick for almost two weeks le... haiz.. tomorrow still must work alone... sianz... hope everything will go on smoothly... then monday start school... 5 hours break in between don't know should do what..

tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just came back from camp...learn quite alot of stuffs... well...sad and sorry to say, on the first day of camp, i feel like going home already.......lolx...... but no choice... i met Ms Jalilah.. at first thought that she was fierce but she was cute.. and also very pro in guiding stuff... first day we did the tents and gadgets..... and i didn't manage to help much as i'm not sure of what to do.... i know i'm useless as a UH... ok never mind... then alot of people were sick... even my one of my teacher, she was the QM... she was sick & therefore in extreme bad mood... she scolded almost everyone... including me and the other teacher... i was AFA for the first day with Jia Khee... then at night, they did the night trail.. the other 5 sec 4s(resource personnels) and i had to station overselves alone in the dark in the trail... sucks man... it was extremely dark there & also extremely ulu... we were not allowed to switch on our torch... and there were lots of stray dogs in front of me... cos the station i'm assigned to was the worst one.. with stary dogs & the darkest.. at first Jia Khee was with me cos the trail have not started.. but then after that she needs to accompany a sick guide back to camp then i had to stand there alone... suddenly, more dogs came and walk aound me.. then a pick up drove in behind me and the dogs started to bark at me... i was so terrified and i dare not move about.. i just stood there still but the 6 big dogs were still barking at me and getting nearer and nearer to me.. i was lost and did not know what to do.. then i pleaded the driver in the pick up to help me.. the dogs went away and so did the driver.. but then the dogs came back again and again to bark at me.. i actually wanted to leave but i knew that if my guides saw the dogs, they will run and the dogs will surely chase them.. therefore i had no choice.. to add on, the guides are walking one by one.. therefore i was there alone for so long, waiting for about 40 of them to finish the trail..... gosh.. but when the teachers came to pick us up, i was relieved... it was finally over...
second day i was AQM with Cheng Pei... well again i didn't really manage to help... cos i was like extra there therefore i help out at other stuffs... then we need to send two of our guides & also the teacher who was sick home... cos they were really very sick... then more guides were sick but they were quite ok... then at night, we had to send two guides home again...
third day i was AQM with Xin Yi, well i think she's still the same her.. so better not to comment about her.. in the afternoon they went out for orienteering but i did not follow cos i am still not fully recovered from last monday's illness... gosh... then my camera drop into water.. and i think it's spoilt...shit.... have to buy a new one.. then we did outdoor cooking.....ok the food...better not to comment... the four days, i was eating bread, bread and bread...of cos there's other stuffs but... haiz.. then later at night we had our campfire... i think this was the best part of the whole camp... lots of fun and their performances were entertaining... very funny... haha... then we had the manito game... the manito that is taking care of me was Felicia..and my manito is Xin Yi...at first it was Ms J but then we had to re choose..
today... last day of camp... i'm AFA with Cheng Pei.. i woke up late... really tired man... then we started to clear everything..bla bla... then another sick guide... gosh... her temperature shoot up high.. i called her dad and ask her to come and fetch her in sch... the last time i measured her temperature, it was 39 degree celsius.. gosh..
that's all for my camp... overall... abit sucky.. except for some parts... more and more thinking that i reallt don't fit to be in UH...

okok....tml going to camp le... four days three night... until friday then come back... need to wake up at 5 plus am again... yesterday before go work i wanna cross road fell onto the road & sprain my right ankle.. so suay lately man... but then i still go work cos i think i still can.. then during work swee meng take me again... i feel so pai sei, guilty and sorry cos he everytime suay suay partner me... then some more i so clumsy, stupid and blur... everytime do wrong thing... everytime forget this forget that... do things so slow... haiz... but i did my very best i must say.. then today go Jalan Bahtra Camp Christine there reggi the night trail with Ms Soh, Ms Goh, Jia Khee, Xin Yi, Marie & Doris.. then found out that my right ankle still hurts... shit.... then when we try out the route, we saw a big spider on its spider web.. the spider is as big as my palm... gosh.... then somemore alot of mosquitoes... very muddy... must climb up & down... don't know my ankle can stand it or not.. to add on, my right foot is the foot that i hurt when i met up with the accident..... and i'm sick for a week le.. still haven't fully recovered.. but not that serious le.. hope i will recover soon.. then when we wanna leave the campsite, the teachers tried to on call cabs... but..... none of the cabs from any company want to come....... lolx.. cos ulu place ma.. lolx.. no choice have to walk all the way out to the main road...which is extremely far away...then take bus to cck.. then i shop with jia khee for awhile at lot 1.. cos got the shopping mood.. bought fans as gifts for my manitoe...haha..very cute.. just finish packing my bag... got a sense of victory cos manage to squeeze everything inside a bag... haha... no choice ma.. next monday start school le.. first reaction sianz... cos timetable super weird.. haha okok shall end here...

SOB......................OMG... Olinda's out....... what are the singaporeans thinking about..... she's such a great talent....... but no matter what, she'll always be the best in my heart... man...... lately i'm quite unlucky....... sob sob........ on friday, i work for the second time, like shit man........ i caused trouble for my friends again........ because i blur blur everytime forget about this, forget about that... then do this wrong do that wrong... sorry my friends...... tonight i'm going to work alone le..... but my hands especially my shoulders are in extremem pain...... & i'm sick for a week already....... when will i ever recover?! yesterday need to stand in for my teachers to go for the guiders conference... before that i met up with Chai Ching, Hui Jun & Puay leng.... miss them lots man...... so long never see them le... it was a very happy day... then after lunch i went off first to the HQ at around 1.30pm but i'm still meeting them later for movie.. "The Incredibles"..... i was very sleepy when i was at the conference because of my medicine... i doze off for quite some time... lolx... no choice... it was quite boring acutally cos some things i don't know what they are talking about... but one thing that shocks me is that they are discussing whether we should include guys in GG.....OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! are they kidding....... well almost everybody strongly disagree... i'm one of them who disagree too.. then they were down there debating and they drag and drag the debate... until i very peck chek cos my movie is at 6.35pm but 6.30pm they haven't end... i know they are trying to fight for more priviledges for their girls but..... lolx... luckily i made it to the movies... And that show was great!!!!!!!!!!lolx.......... damn funny show.......haha........LOLX all the way........haha... sigh...later must go work.... no choice...earn money ma... then tomorrow must go to Jalan Bahtra with the teachers & leaders to reggi the night trail.. i think i shall end here...

oh man...... i'm sick for 5 days already... very uncomfortable...later still going to work... no choice..... just finished the camp booklet..... found our that i've screwed & messed everything up....... very pissed off & i feel so useless..... i don't know what to do....... so sorry teachers.... i think that i don't have any commitment to guides... just a useless YA...haiz... maybe i'm not fit to be a YA... yesterday went to watch 'the forgotten' after work with kel & sm... very weird show but it was not bad... then i saw boon... oh yes.... so pai sei have to pang sei jack & go meet sm.. lolx.. but i didn't know he's coming for work also.. i thought he's going today.. ok la.. gotta go prepare & meet mad for work...

gosh.. how's my new blogskin? A Cinderella Story.. haha.. but apart from it's pink..i love it.. too pinkish.. i think ling will like it.. haha.. well ever since i came back from KL, i'm very sick.. until today.. actually wanted to go to a doctor today but then the polyclinic too many people.. i gave up.. well i have slight fever, soar throat, a little flu, headaches, a little dizzy sometimes,sometimes feel like vomitting.. lolx.. i think i'll recover soon.. tml need to go back to guides to settle the stuffs i didn't settle the other time.. then after that going to work with mad at a new job.. well for a day only.. but it's still ok with me.. got money to earn ma.. haha.. today my mum started to go to her factory at M'sia to work.. heard that it's not that nice.. i know she's tired but she don't have a choice.. haiz.. my cousin.. getting more & more.. haiz.. quite worried about her.. she wasn't like that in the past or is it because i don't know her well enough? oh yes... i thought it was easy to do the camp booklet but it's quite difficult.. especially to get the right alignment.. & i'm still considering whether to be the asst quarter mistress(AQM) which is in charge of cooking for everybody or to be the asst First Aider(AFA) but then i need knowledge on medics for the camp next week.. i wanted to be AFA cos never do that before but then i scared that the QM might not be able to cope without a AQM..haha ok i should rest.. if not i'll be sick forever..

whao finally back from KL.. extremely tired.. on friday i woke up at around 5am to catch my bus at 7 plus.. we went to Lavender's golden mile(opp the army market) & waited for my bus there.. the toilet there.. sucks... i can smell them from far.. but no choice.. the trip will be extremely long.. well i reach KL at around 2pm... gosh... really long journey.. then our bus let us off at KL's chinatown.. alot of people there.. then we took a cab to Concorde Hotel loctaed quite near the twin tower.. we can see the twin tower from our hotel rooms.. it's beautiful.. on our way to our hotel, the current prime minister of M'sia's car went past us.. whao he got lots of escorts.. my sis & I shared a room while my parents shared another room two doors away from us.. then evening we went to Chinatown to shop... the stuffs there are all pirated but then you can bargain till very very cheap.. i bought 4 key chains(AGAIN) lolx.. for my friends as gifts.. & also a t shirt.. guys one.. i know i want to be more femaine but then i need time to change.. haha..actually wanted to buy a jacket there.. it was actually 40 bucks but it's too X.. then we wanted to walk away then the person shouted & wanted to cut till 20 bucks but i'm too afraid to go back there.. lolx.. ok then after that we went for dinner & back to our hotel.. then i watched survivor there.. lolx.. ok next day woke up at around 8 plus(so early) to have breakfast at the hotel.. then we went to the twin tower.. wanted to go up but then it was closed for a week.... oh man.... so sad.. then we went to KLCC where all the branded stuffs(eg Prada,Gucci...) are sold there.. but it's still not open.. therefore we just sat down & waited.. then i went to the Kinokuniya bookstore & bought 6 extrememly cute notebooks as gifts for my friends.. haha.. then we decided to go to another shopping centre(Times Square) first as the shops are not open yet.. then we saw the ex prime minister outside the twin tower with a friend.. a group of tourist recognised him & took pics with him.. but our reaction too slow.. lolx.. i bought my first ever skirt that i'm willing to buy at times square.. lolx.. ok.. another record broke.. i bought my first ever ladies type of jeans there.. other then that, i bought a star necklace for myself.. a cross necklace & some pins as gifts again for my friends.. bangles for my sis.. that's all for gifts.. lolx.. haha.. then i bought 2 DVDs there 'A Cinderella Story' & 'A new police story'(ok all watched before).. actually wanted to buy pd2 but.. nvm.. then at night we went to Chinatown to shop again.. i bought a sling bag.. it was actually 55bucks but i bought it for 30.. my mum's bargain power.. then there were alot of pirated vcds sold there.. then when they heard that there's police, they all kept their tables & stuffs really fast & kept them somewhere secret.. whao.. the sight was.. lolx.. then the sellers down there, some pretended to help sell other things.. some pretended to read newspaper.. ok forget about them.. then we went back to our hotel & i watched a korean show.. next morning after breakfast we went back to our rooms & packed our stuffs..before we checked out, we watched 'A walk to remember' & went back to KLCC to shop again.. alot of ppl there.. more than a thousand i guessed.. then we went to another hotel 'Swiss Garden' to wait for our bus back to Singapore.. while waiting, my dad,my sis & I played pool.. lolx.. then when i reached home it's already 12 midnight.. tired.. but still when online.. that's all for my trip to KL..

shit i forget to return the 'Ella Enchanted' vcd i borrowed.. i'll be fined.. but nvm.. that show was great.. i think it's a real funny & touching story.. a bit like cinderella.. i think the worse thing for her is to do things that she don't like to do.. that she's being forced to do.. Especially when the thing she's force to do will hurt people that she love.. well recommended for everybody.. haha.. well just now i watched SG idol.. very impressed with all of the four left contestants.. but i still hope Olinda won't be out tml.. urgh... cannot know the results tml.. well tml have to wake up at around 5am.. tired.. haha.. but i don't feel like sleeping though i'm tired.. finally heard some news from something.. at least before i leave the country.. well my best pal seems to be stressed up with her exams lately.. very long never see her & talk to her face to face le.. hope she's coping well.. JIA YOU!! i believe you can do it!!! by the way, the AMAZING RACE 6 is coming back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! next wednesday on tv... YEAH!!!!!!!!!! i love this reality show man!!!! the last season Chip & Kim won... finally someone i supported wins... cos ppl whom i support rarely wins.. RARELY!! oh yes... our group name!!!!!!!!! Cubix... haha... wondering what it means? em... better not say first.. haha.. Cubix is ling, mad & my grp name... haha.. you get it?!

wa...sianz.. tml going to KL le but haven't pack bag.. lolx.. my parents & sis all finish packing le.. well i just rented "Ella Enchanted".. going to watch it soon.. & i just found out that 'ella' in the movie is acted by Anne Hathaway who is also the princess Mia in the movie "Princess Diaries".. whao.. no wonder she looks so familiar.. well everytime i listen to the songs by FIR, i'll think of something.. their songs are great but it'll bring back some memories.. i'll certainly buy their next album.. haha.. SHE's new song 'huo niao' is also very touching.. this song of their's is written by Jay Chou.. actually i wanna pia next week to earn more money but i think there's only work from fri to sun.. haiz.. i think i booked too late.. well hope that my trip to KL will be a happy one.. & i really can't stop thinking of 'things'.. i'm still counting how many gifts should i buy from KL.. lolx.. think i'm going to spend the money my mum gave me on gifts only.. nothing for me.. lolx..

think i should change my blog skin... though i love this skin.. but.. very limited spaces.. haha.. depends on my mood ba.. yesterday's Princess Diaries II was great.. very nice... simply just love it.. very funny show.. but i prefer the first movie.. but the second one was still great.. very weird thing is that i think i'm the only one laughing throughout the whole movie.. laughing at things that actually i don't think it's funny.. i'm just trying to make myself laugh.. well i'm like that lately.. laugh for don't know what reason... i think i'm doom.. i'm really into it.. just like the longest one.. gosh... this morning i was helping my mum with household chores.. just now i was trying to deco my blog.. added alot of pics.. which some aren't clear.. think i'm going to change some pics.. to clearer ones.. tml deepavali.. think i'll just slack at home again.. then at night prepare my luggage to go overseas.. oh yes.. tonight got jurassic park III.. i only watch the first two.. didn't have the chance to watch the third one.. heard that it's not that nice.. haven't heard of that person dunno since when.. don't know how is that person..

lolx.. very tired.. this morning when to gym with my mum to exercise for about 1h plus.. then went to sembawang shopping centre to buy my sleeping bag at Giant.. very cheap.. only $7.90.. but left with all those 'er xin' ones.. but nvm la.. my title today 'Greatest Story Ever Told' is another song from Oliver James.. very nice.. it's from the soundtrack of 'What a girl wants'.. another song of his, also from this movie, is 'Long time coming'.. that one nicer.. the lyrics is on the left side of this blog.. he quite cute la.. he's the boyfriend of the lead actress in the story.. later i'm going to watch "The Princess Diaries II"... another favourite show of mine.. i'm going with kel, sj & char.. the others not free.. can't wait to watch it.. the show starts at 6.30pm.. still in upset mood.. feel like cutting my hair though i know it's still short.. but everytime i unhappy i'll cut my hair.. no choice.. i was discussing with mad just now our group name.. we came out with very weird & funny names.. lolx.. laughing all the way.. & i just found out alot of weird band names.. lolx.. Examples.. "Do or die", "hellogoodbye", "3LW(3 little women)".... weird right? lolx.. very sianz.. raining again.. i think not alot of ppl like rainy seasons but i love them.. haha.. mad just now gave me a very sweet gift... so nice of her.. it's like a form of encouragement to me.. about the upset thing going on... she really is a nice friend.. you go girl!!!! haha.. tomato GENIUS!! you can be counseller.. haha.. just found out i need to use alot of money.. so i think i will pia next week for jobs to earn more.. if everyday have then i everyday book..lolx.. gosh.. i just realise i'm going to miss alot of shows when i'm overseas.. SG idol results(hope Olinda will stay), The Champion, My fair princess III, the new show "kungfu zu qiu"... lolx.. haiz.. hope i will have fun there..

gosh.. really can't breathe easy now.. after i got to know the bad news from mad.. my mood goes down the drain.. everything's different now.. actually got guides today.. but it's optional for me to go.. cos go there also do nothing but i need to settle some stuffs with the teachers about the next camp.. but son't thnik i'm going le.. now so late.. really no mood to go.. so sad.. don't know what to do.. sigh.. actually after the trip to Sentosa i felt so much happier.. but now.. sigh.. SOB..................................................................................................................................................................... really want to go k box now & sing my heart out.. i think maybe i need some time & space to cool down & think about things.. well.. hope that my mood will be better.. i was choosing pics to develop just now.. WHAO.. actually more than 100 pics i need to develop.. but really broke nowadays.. then i have to sacrifice some pics.. now left with 78.. haha.. if there's really a medecine called 'love eraser', i'll be the first one to try it.. so that i can forget all about love.. but actually this is not a good medecine cos you will even forget the feeling about love & be heartless & also forget the love with your family & peers.. so everything will has its pros & cons.. kenny suggested that the group name for me mad & ling be Charlie Angels.. BUT... lolx.. i think it's weird.. haha.. forget it.. hope that tomorrow will be a better day..

Just watch "What A Girl Wants" again for the don't know how many times.. Love this kind of shows.. today mad told me a bad news.. quite sad & very uneasy.. didn't know what to do.. haiz.. well i just got back from my first day of work at Meritus Mandarin.. tired & aching all over.. thought it would be easy but it turn out to be real tough.. today me & mad were late for training.. didn't know that the trainer will be early cos from the past experiences from my friends, the trainer will always be very late.. coincidentally, peiwen from my sec sch also there.. then after training went for free dinner.. we were assigned to Mandarin Court today with swee meng, thomas & wenguang.. quite lucky.. but pei wen was assigned to Belveder.. all newcomers will have an experienced waiter guiding.. then swee meng took me while thomas took mad.. my group was quite lucky cos our tables(4,5 & reserved) are near the kitchen.. & luckily, we didn't have to open the reserved table.. therefore we will be serving only 2 tables.. but mad's grp was assigned to tables furthest away from the kitchen & to add on, their reserved table must open.. therefore it's 2 person to 3 tables.. then suddenly our captain switch swee meng & mad.. then mad came to my grp & we had a more experienced waitress to guide us.. she has been working there for 7 years.. therefore it's 3 persons to 2 tables.. but me & mad each take a table while our trainer guide & teach us.. the people from the table i'm serving knew that i'm a newcomer.. cos they said i'm still not experienced.. haha.. but they did try to help me when they see me having difficulties.. they are nice people.. i drop some spoons but luckily it didn't break.. then when we were about to go home, a female guest came back & said her car keys & hp are lost.. she found her keys but couldn't find her hp.. then causing us to delay our time to go home.. but in the end she found them.. then went to line up & get out salary.. 30 plus bucks.. really is 'xue han qian'.. lolx.. then manage to catch the last train but mad missed hers so she had to take to amk & take bus.. next week no work.. tml got guides.. fri to sun go KL.. got to think of a grp name for me, mad & ling.. lolx.. really hope that i can solve the problem that mad said..

just found out that i'm really obsess with stars...look a my blog & you will know.. well... i said i wanted to be on a diet, but i think i just grew fatter.. from the photos i took recently, i found out them i'm getting 'bigger' & that's not a good news for me.. gosh.. i have the determination to go on a diet.. i really must start soon if not next time round i won't even recognise myself in the mirror... I WANT TO BE SLIM!!!!!!! i think i'll start with the 2.4km first... try to do it as many times as possible in a week... best is everyday.. from now on meals for me will be as little as possible.. no more oily stuffs for me.. more fruits.. no more too sweet stuffs unless really no choice.. no more snacks & other stuffs..

Great... how's my new blog.. thanks to mad.. she did all this.. beautify my blog.. lolx.. mad you can have this as a career.. lolx.. well today is such a rainy & cold weather.. met ling & mad at somerset today to shop about.. well.. quite funny.. cos me & ling were playing hide & seek..lolx.. then mad came & we decided to go cathay take neo...[FINALLY!!!] but it was raining very heavily.. only ling brought umbrealla.. & it's extremely small..lolx.. then we had to squeeze until siaoz.. lolx.. but very cosy.. & i was all drenched.. lolx.. but we still went to take neo like that.. haha.. we were too slow & we anyhow pose.. but it came out quite ok.. lolx.. then it's time for me & mad to go for the 'interview' at meritus mandarin.. i meet my friends thomas & swee meng there at the check point cos inside is a real maze.. i went there once before & completely lost.. lolx.. both of them were very helpful..though their work start at 6 plus they offered to lead us in at 3.. though thry are a bit late.. haha.. but thanks guys.. i owe all of you once.. then they brought us in.. intorduce us the place.. tell us remember alot of details which i don't know still left how much in my head.. lolx.. mad i think now you should understand why i say inside is a maze..lolx.. then ling cannot go in cos this time the security very strict..then she wait at cathay cheers there.. poor thing.. lolx.. pai sei..then after that we shop around.. until 7 plus then go home.. got a call from Mel.. said she quarreled with den.. well.. i think both parties are wrong in some way.. hope they are ok.. well.. today is guan ying dan.. hope my prayers will come true.. good luck to all doing Os & chi As..