Today's the last day in 2004... this year is another unforgettable year... currently i'm at home listening to the annual top 100 countdown from perfect10... later at night going to 'jia dou' with my family.. finally got all the photos from ah bo... thanks ah bo for taking the time to send 1 by 1 to me.. didn't go to sch today cos it's eve and it's half day... yesterday during internet lesson was really funny... BJP were down there laughing at the bah gay incident.. lolx.. haha.. then after sch ah bo and I acc JQK to amk central to cut their hair.. met jack's girl.. we didn't talk at first till at ramen i intro myself to her.. lolx.. kenny was laughing... is it funny? lolx... just trying to make friends... JQK's new hairstlye... jack's one like 'xi ling men's long ge hairstlye... Qiang's one was very short... kenny's one not much diff... but i think overall was not bad... sunday my turn to cut le.. haha.. still haven't decide what hairstyle to cut..

Looking back this year...
^experience working in Motorola(miss my days there)
^first time chasing idols(5566)
^Joined YA & went back to YTSS as UH(alot of courage done)
^Got my O level results(not satisfied)
^didn't have enough courage to choose the course i like in TP(Hospitality Management)
^mum hospitalized(sad)
^went for second operation to take out metal pieces(pain)
^Got into NYP-FD Financial Service(haiz...)
^great orientation (woohoo)
^sentosa gatherings with FD & chongfu friends(memorable)
^Got to know a bunch of wonderful classmates(FD)
^Manage to give up 'M' & found a new love(blush)
^Sad about Nicole Highway collapse(sob)
^manage to pass my year one semester one(YEAH!!)
^had a wonderful sentosa trip(i'm loving it)
^complications with parents' and sis's illness(haiz)
^had a wonderful class chalet(love it)
^had a memorable bday & also very touched(happy)
^tough guides camps(tiring)
^experience working in Meritus Mandarin(tough)
^formed BJP & 'black friday'(lolx)
^change of prime minister(thanks Mr Goh & welcome Mr Lee)
^started my year one semester two(sianz)
^Taufik won SG Idol(other finalists like Oli,Sly,Jes,Dap,David are cool too)
^wore skirt to sch with Ah bo(weird)
^becoming more & more femine(haha)
^Sad about killer waves(sad)
^had a great Xmas party at Angel's house(cool)
^experience numerous tensions in my family(extremely sad)

well i think now the world news is about the earthquake and tidal waves happening around asia... i am quite upset about this news knowing that about 23,000 people died... and the death toll is still increasing.. Lots of people still missing...lots of people lost their family members and homes.. i think singapore is quite fortunate that the tidal waves didn't come our way as if it really did, the whole country will be swept away by the strong waves and current.. i really hope that this kind of disasters won't happen again... hope that there's world peace... god please spare us from all these sufferings... haiz...

i feel so unwell today.... reach sch at 11am... i scan my card and sat outside... cos really very unwell.. then about 11.20am then go in... sat right in front... then during break went outside and sit alone at the stairs again... cos still not feeling well then the guys and SHE came out also.. da ge ask me why i feel so down... haiz... then my spirits are better cos our group all so funny...haha... we kept jack's cigerratte... cos don't want him to smoke ma.. lolx.. then never give him back... BJP passed around his box and took turns to kept it.. he search our bags also no use.. he na wo men mei ban fa.. lolx.. saw the thing i don't wanna see again.. but think i'll get used to it soon.. after lunch went to library do project with mad.. then late for accounts tutorial... a whole group of us.. the teacher say wanna mark us absent and say see if we wanna stay for the lesson or not... we all stayed on.. then in the end she gave us chance.. so strict.. haiz.. then finally gave jack back his box... lolx.. after sch.. he kept on playing the tapping ppl's back game lolx.. then i lately not very happy.. lolx... then play with him also lor.. hit him real hard with my books.. lolx... a few times... haha.. then he say i very violent don't wanna play with me le.. haha.. come to think of it he's quite an innocent and naive person cos he like abit also can be happy le.. what a happy go lucky guy... though he likes to play.. but he quite suay cos everytime i tap on someone else and walked away, he everytime very suay stand beside that person i tap on.. since he started this game, no matter what he say, the person won't believe that it wasn't him.. so i'll be lol all the way.. haha.. well my mood's better now... but my sis's not home yet again.. still in town... same old problem.. mum worried.. but luckily dad not in... he called to spot check but my mum lied to him.. luckily when i come home just now he's not in le.. haiz.. ok la.. have to study for stats test le..

today is a very bad day for me... i saw something i don't wish to see... i heard things which i don't wish to hear... but i'm still quite confused because i don't know should i be happy about the things that i don't want to hear and see.. though i'm upset, yet happy... i know it's difficult for me to run away from it.. and i think in the future i will hear more of this and see more of this.. so i think i'll just have to get used to it.. during the break came back home for lunch and went to attend guides COH.. i didn't comment much cos i'm listening and observing the future leaders.. after that came back home again and prepare to go to lecture.. walked halfway and realised that i forgot to bring my purse... went back to take and went to the bus stop... damn it.. miss my bus.. went to take mrt.. missed my train... somemore saw my g-t-i-c... late for lecture.. then when walk back home nearly fell and raining somemore..haiz.. what a day.. yesterday went out with sm & kb to town.. actually don't want to go cos lately not enthu to anything.. then went i reach home, sis not back again.. haiz.. mum was worried.. dad ap again.. this is the situation i hate to be in everytime.. it's always bcos of my sis... my dad will put pressure on my mum and on me... my mum will also put pressure on me.. but not as tough as my dad.. i'll always pretend that i don't know anything.. sometimes have to anyhow 'fu yan' my parents.. then my sis finally come back, she'll give attitude to everyone including me.. i'll always still play around and be like those joker or lamer.. even though i'm hurt inside when i get her scoldings or 'len yan len yu'... i feel hurt bcos i really love my sis.. yesterday night i finally couldn't take it and cried out.. nobody saw it of cos.. i'm quite good at hiding my emotions... it's really tiring to pretend to be happy when i'm not..to smile when i feel like crying.. but it's like in myself already.. i'm so used to it.. it's been such a long time ever since i showed my real emotions to someone else.. i'm afraid... afraid that one day i'll lose my sister.. but i got the feeling that i will.. someday... i understand...

woohoo... it's Xmas eve..2 more hours later it'll be Xmas!!!!! this morning woke up quite late at around 11am just in time to watch the repeat telecast of 'My MVP Valentime'.. but wacth for awhile my sis ask me go down & have lunch together.. actually huijun & chaiching ask me to go town with them but i told them i'm lazy.. then after lunch, my sis ask my acc her go queensway... haiz.. no choice... haha.. lolx.. but i think that queensway too far so i ask her wanna go town or not.. in the end we went to town & meet my 2 friends.. we wore the same top and bottom.. lolx.. abit weird.. haha but nvm.. took neos again with my sis at heeren.. my friends don't wanna take.. then went to see a hip hop dance competition at far east.. all the dancers are damn good.. then after that took train back.. me & my sis were seated at the corner.. then we were listening to music.. then i was very engrossed looking at my photos.. the train was damn crowded.. then suddenly i heard a guy said very loudly 'can you please let the lady over there sit down thank you'.. i looked up & search for the guy & the lady he mentioned but couldn't find any.. then my sis stood up so i just followed her.. it was then that i saw the lady with her baby.. so embarrassed.. first time kana said by someone in the public.. haiz.. but i think we are partly at fault not to notice the lady.. then we reach Yishun met my parents & went for dinner.. then me, my sis & my mum went to watch 'Kungfu Hustle'.. funny show but some parts real disgusting.. .gosh... i was like closing my eyes & covering my ears quite a number of eyes... i know i'm timid.. haiz.. lolx.. that's all for Xmas eve.. Merry Xmas everyone!!!!!!!

Woohoo... just came back from FD's christmas party at Angel's house & had a great shower...today meet boon, jo, grace & sandy at woodlands mrt station & took bus to angel's house.. reach her house & very impressed with her deco of the house.. then slack there & walked around in the house aimlessly as the others were playing monopoly.. then had dinner... the food they prepare are simply delicious.. lolx.. but i didn't eat as much as not very hungry.. then BJP & my 4 guifeis went downstairs to the playground & played.. after that went back to angel's house & played da ge & da shao's game.. very suay.. lolx.. keep on lose & drank alot of water as forfeet.. i think about 3 cups of water.. bcos just finish dinner so very full.. then played box in a box.. lolx..

1st: slow dance-> Da ge & sok ying(very shy then kept on lolx)
2nd: Heinkin ad--> Qiang di & me(too short.. cannot see the card even on the chair then no choice climb the cupboard & hit my head real hard onto the ceiling but in the end manage to get it)
3rd: pegs--> Jackson & Da ge(jack very poor thing cos da ge clip on his face & pull very hard.. lolx.. pain..)
4th: Extreme gourmet--> Joseph(very disgusting mixture therefore jo drink one sip & threw the rest)
5: use butt to write 'I am stupid"--> me(look stupid)
6: Eat dog biscuit--> Mad(lolx.. it's edible)
7: turn rounds & walk straight--> Desmond(Des was extremely dizzy.. lolx..)
8: put ice under armpit for 2 mins--> Sandy (poor sandy..cos it was cold)
9: kiss toilet bowl--> Angelia(great experience)
10: act--> Kenny[husband],ling[wife],Da shao[mistress] (very short but exciting)
11: eat chilli padi--> Shevon & Da ge(poor dage..everytime kana..lolx..haha)
12: Wacko--> Angel(almost everybody hit very soft)

this should be the order if i'm not wrong.. i think i'm always very suay cos i will definitely kana at least once for the dares all this.. lolx..haiz... then after game everyone were extremely tired and warm.. haha.. then we Xchange gifts.. i got sok ying's one(a cat wraist rester).. then kenny got mine.. hope to get mine.. haha.. cos i love it.. but no choice.. then i started the bday song for grace.. then take pics & cut logcake... then sandy went off first.. I acc her downstaris.. then they were trying to finish the food.. then ling & sokying went off.. actually want to ton but mum don't allow.. haiz.. then 11pm like that went off with jo,lia,sharon & grace.. took cab with them.. actually want to send sharon home but we reach yishun first.. then after jo got off at khatib, we all got off at Yishun mrt.. then i acc sharon to wait for train.. actually want to acc her back to sembawang but she insist not cos that was the last train le.. then reach home & receive Xmas card from alot of friends.. what a great day.. just found out that i really falling very deep into 'this'... think it's very hard for me to come out.. but i don't mind to just secretly do 'this'.. Merry Xmas my classmates & all those who joined us.. thanks for giving me a wondeful Xmas party.. Happy bday grace & Hetti..

another day have past... lolx.. sianz... today's skating is canceled because not many people can make it.. so me slacking at home now with my sis.. haha.. resting my eyes and hope that it will be ok by tomorrow if not i don't think i can go to the party.. haha.. quite pissed off with YA nowadays.. because they everytime never inform me about any YA activities.. haiz.. just finished helping my cousin with her blogskin but still cannot see her blog entries.. but she say never mind.. hope that tomorrow's games will be successful.. hope that my eyes will recover by tomorrow morning..

haiz... my eyes are swollen again... very painful.. today me and my sis accompany my mum to SGH to checkup... then saw meow ying.. so chiao.. then after that went to town with my mum and sis.. go shop around for chinese new year clothes(I know it's still very early)... I was shocked when they say today they are shopping for new year's clothes.. lolx.. cos it's like so early.. then i bought alot of tops.. 3 tops.. all femaine ones... lolx.. is it a good or bad news? lolx.. i only bought a bottom from S & K(finally).. a pair of blue jeans.. long ones.. not 3/4.. my sis and mum also bought alot of things.. haha.. what a fruitful day... did i use the correct word? haha.. well i'm going to buy skirts for bottom to match my tops.. haha.. oh yes tomorrow don't know still going skating or not cos nobody inform.. haha.. if not going then i'll just slack at home.. finally got to know the song.. my blog title.. but still cannot find that song.. oh yes today bought the same 'star' key chain with my sis.. hers was white and mine blue.. YEAH!!!!! haha.. can't remember what happen yesterday le.. lolx.. nvm..

still cannot find the song from zero or Ryu Shi Won... so sad.. today met up with lp,kb and sm.. well the others couldn't make it.. so only we four so we decided to have lunch at Yishun's Sakura.. pathetic.. haha.. i know.. then we exchanged gifts.. lp wanted kb's gift then we trail and tested her luck... but she tried 4 times in the end, still get mine.. 4 times she draw, 4 times it's mine.. lolx.. fated to get my gift.. then i draw & got kb's... it's a red puma handbag.. lp and cy have one each.. then sm got lp's body shop soap.. kb got sm's HK's guo dong.. haha... then after that we went to shop around at northpoint and went to starbucks and hala.. then lp told us a joke.. damn funny... haha lolx.. well i miss her jokes and laughter man.. haha... our kai xin guo... quite disappointed that the rest couldn't make it but we'll always have next year.. last year we went to junction 8's sushi sakae.. last last year we went to wisma's pizza hut.. wonder next year where we will go.. then after that at around 3pm i went home.. before that waited for angela with lp.. haha still as funny as before.. short gathering.. but still good day.. wonder why lately i'm so tired.. feel like sleeping all the time.. haha.. piggy me.. tomorrow going to school and do stats project.. tues accompany my mum go hospital checkup then go town shop.. wed meeting classmates go iceskate.. first time skate don't know my leg can stand it or not.. thurs my class's christmas party.. just got the letter from my lawyer about the fees for operation.. a few thousand dollars... super X... haiz... sorry parents... must let you all spend $$ again.. I promise I'll take care of myself and cross the road properly..

woohoo... haha... met up with my Motorola pals.. Huijun and Chaiching for our christmas gathering.. too bad Filzah last minute cannot come.. so it's only we 3... then we went to amk central for the gathering... i know it's weird.. but it was fun cos we chat and crap along the way.. then we exchange gifts.. i've got Huijun's gift and Chaiching got mine,huijun got Chaiching's.. huijun gave me a precious moment calender.. mine was a cute small pillow.. Chaiching's is a pooh tissue casing.. that's all.. tml i'm going out with sm they all.. looking forward to meet them.. trying to find liu shi yuan's songs but don't know what is the title of the songs.. he so shuai man.. and has a great voice.. love his shows.. haha... my dad's ap's back again.. sianz...

haiz... very sick currently.. today last day of sch... class at 8am woke up at around 7.30am... late again.. luckily yesterday pass my landyard to ling... i thought my mum will wake me up but she didn't... when i reach sch it was like 8.40am le.. therefore i too pai sei to go in.. waited outside for mad they all.. then after that went to eat then mad go do project then i nothing to do so went to the library to watch 'space jam'.. then do project at the room... then after the writing skills class went junction 8 with mad to buy gift... then went home.. my dad woke up and ask me where my sis go.. shouldn't have went home so early.. everytime very scared my parents ask about my sis's stuffs.. especially my dad.. then i anyhow 'fu yan' him.. no choice.. cannot expect me to tell him the truth.. sometimes my parents are just giving me more and more pressure... haiz... sometimes really don't wanna think about you but really can't help it all the times.. especially when you are present... think i have to take my medication again... if not i'll never recover...

change my blog skin le... how's it? haiz.. woke up late again.. sianz... today found out that i more and more lost.. first lesson that excel thingy... DAMN BORING!!!! the teacher very long winded and got AP.. haha.. then before our favourite writing skills lesson, me and mad were jumping to try to touch the board hanging on the ceiling outside the e plaza.. ok i know childish.. but mad did it.. then JQK came and i ask them if they could reach... of cos they did cos they so tall... haiz.. so i'm the only shorty who cannot reach it... lolx...nvm... then we release quite early today cos we very fast finish our work.. another project to do.. but i think this will be more fun.. lately alot of ppl sick.. haiz... Angel and also kenny... then i still see him eat those heaty stuffs.. haiz.. tc guys... then got to know that qiang 'broke' his leg bcos of soccer again.. then i see him walk down the stairs so slow... that scene reminds me of last year's accident... how i hate the stairs that period of time... haiz.. ok la don't look back.. if not sad memories will come back.. xiao di play ball don't be so violent... haiz.. tc man... i know the pain of walking when you are hurt... chirstmas party coming le.. meeting motorola pals this sat and my buddies this sun.. then next thurs is my class's party.. in games but think i didn't manage to contribute much cos i'm not creative enough.. haha... ok holis coming le.. hope can enjoy myself..

what a memorable experience today... lolx.. Bo Jio Pai wore skirt... haha... well the main thing is i finally saw Ah Bo wear skirt.. she looks really good... haha... very cute and pretty... but... i think me and her don't really want a second experience of it... lolx... cos it's really weird and pai sei... not used to it... haha... haiz.. sianz.. stats start project le... survey again.. i don't really understand what are we doing... lately really very blur and lost... don't really know what i'm doing... haiz.. then today after school meet sm go town again.. then we go shop around at far east.. i bought all the gifts le.. especially LOVE the gift for my class's christmas party.. haha.. hope i'll get that... but surely cannot la.. then me and sm crap around.. oh ya she gave me a bracelet she bought from HK....so good.... can go to my favourite country... haiz.. she also very good pal.. haha.. remember i like STARS!!!!!!! haha.. yeah... really hope to find my spirits back... when i see him smile, i feel so happy too.. i'm happy that the people around me are happy... so hope you cheer up to my friend...

*Cough Cough* I'm sick again... haiz... sianz... don't remember this is the how many times i'm sick... argh... yesterday heard mad sang... haha... YEAH!!!! finally hear her sing... she sing very soft... lolx.. tomorrow Bo Jio Pai wearing skirt to school... actually i really bu xi guan man... haiz... very weird... but in order to see mad in her skirt... haha.. no choice.. i'm not confident enough to wear skirt actually... not nice.. today while walking to take the train saw sm.. so qiao.. tomorrow after school going out with her.. later she thought what occasion i wear skirt... lolx.. i think i'm still lost somewhere.. though not very lost... the feelings are still there.. think i need time... more time... think i need to find our pem again... cos after listening to the director's speech, i think i must confirm with him my cca again... if not i think i'll have to take part in another cca in school but it's the matter of time... when can i find time.. hope that i can get well soon...

OMG... haiz.. today went to k box with mad during break.. it was a sudden decision.. we went to cathay's one.. started singing from 1pm till 4pm... today's my WORST performance ever... cos i today don't know why everytime sing out of tune... all the high pitch and tune songs that i'm quite satisfied with, today all 'shi shui zhun'.. maybe it's bcos i'm falling sick again.. cos i'm starting to feel 'heaty' and i kept on coughing.. shit... screw me man... must practice more le... maybe it's bcos i prac for too long... AH!!!!!! the other time after the k box for da ge's bday i still ok... nothing wrong.. yesterday sing k at home also ok.. i shall rest first till my voice recover.. then i went to buy the gift for my M christmas gathering.. two more gifts to go.. think i have to cancel the 4th gathering.. my sec 4 classmates one cos not many could make it... hope they have last minute changes.. today i 'ran away' with alot of them... feel quite bad leaving Ah Pai behind again.. but really can't stand the lecturer... extremely slow man... no wonder it's a "killer" module.. lolx.. lame... ok.. haha.. yesterday's star awards extremely interesting and funny... was laughing out loud all the way with my family... lolx.. yesterday also helped ah bee celebrate her 15th birthday... she quite touched... i treat her as my younger sis too even though she's just my cousin.. therefore i have two younger sis.. haha.. ok shall end here...

whao what a day... woke up this morning finally never 'lai chaung'... lolx... haha.. then after econs lec, we 12 of us except for ling cos she need to 'kan men' again, walked out of the sch heading to amk central... when we past by the bus stop... surprise to see Desmond there.. haha... didn't know he was coming too.. then 13 of us walked to amk central hawker centre to eat our breakfast... then we went to k pool first while waiting for k box to be open... actually we have decided to cancel our trip to k box cos everybody's on budget... haha.. but then celebrating at k box would be more fun and more special.. then we went to this extremely BIG room... the room has it's mini 'stage' cos there's the big white screen there... haha... whao... i thought the other time i went to that room was the biggest... but today, i found a bigger room... lolx... ok great... then we started to sing... today i sing a few songs.. not much(as compared to my other trips there).. and some of the songs were cut through half way cos they accidentally pressed the delete button... lolx.. never mind.. i only heard mad sang one song... Jay's 'Qi Li Xiang'.. actually wanted to sing a song with mad but then didn't have the opportunity.. one of the reason is there's no time.. we reach there at around 11am and we have lessons at 1pm.. and there were like 13 of us there to sing.. ya... i didn't hear joseph sing a single song.. maybe he don't like to sing ba.. the most voice i heard was from SHE.. then QK, boon also never really sing... then 12pm we ask the person to brignt he cake in then we started singing the bday song to 'da ge'... haha... then actually we are suppose to leave at 12.30pm but our spirits were extremely HIGH!!!! haha... then we actually want to pon and continue to sing at 1pm but then the tutor is a really nice person then we decided to pia cab back... haha... yup that's the day... we are really having lots of fun and our spirits were high.. hope we can go there again.. probably another time when our breaks longer... last but not least... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA GE!!!

haiz... just deleted alot of 'memories'... photos from my computer... well still extremely distracted today... my mind is like "BLANK"... all the way... ah bo and ah pai were like thinking of games and also thinking of answers for marketing tutorial but i was like nothing can come in and out of my mind... what is happening man... what is happening to my photos also... hahaz... i feel like changing my blog skin again... i found alot of nice ones... don't know which one to choose... tomorrow helping da ge celebrate his birthday... program is first go amk central makan first... then go k pool... then go k box... hope that he will enjoy himself.. though the k box abit bo hua cos 11 people like that going for only 1h plus.. everybody sing one song must leave le.. lolx... but nvm la.. haha.. can sing i very happy le.. but don't think i will sing that much tomorrow... cos still very distracted lately.. then today gilbert's reaction make me quite sad.. cos he like wanted to sit down beside me actually but then he immediately change direction... ok maybe he wants to sit with other people ba.. maybe i'm thinking too much... just got to know that kenny is learning singing... OMG!!!!!! i no money to learn that... the fees is like... gosh... i've always wanted to attend professional singing lessons but... $$$... all about $$$... nvm... forget about my dream.. haha... Kenny can i call you shifu? lolx... haha... you mind have me as your disciple? lolx... haha... ok la crap..

today... don't feel like going to school... very tired.. haiz... after our stats tutorial, went to mac there with the 11th of them... then we sat there to eat and 'bo jio pai' started discussing about the games for the christmas party... well... i didn't really contribute cos i'm very distracted today... don't know why... just don't feel like doing anything.. then we started to dedicate songs.. i personally dedicated two songs but it wasn't played out at all.. the first time, i wanted to dedicate 'breakway' and 'I dream' but they don't have.. therefore i anyhow change it to 'A whole new world' and 'Dreaming of you'... i waited for like so long them they never play out then no choice must go lecture le.. haiz... one of the songs i dedicated was for FS0404, the message is "you guys rock!! Stay happy... bla bla..". the other song is for 'bo jio pai's ah bo and ah pai... "Very happy to know you guys and hope we can be friends forever" something like that... the others also dedicated alot of songs.. one of the songs is for da ge... haha.. an advance bday wishings from us... haha... the song we dedicated to him was toxic.. haha.. so funny... then alot of dedication is for kenny... very funny ones... haha... the first time when the dedication thing started i hear the DJ's voice i thought it was Qamerul's but when i turn round, it was qiang's... haha... very different voice.. then jack's voice also... sound very different on mike.. ya... then after sch today went to town... at heeren's 77th street to buy my jacket... alot of color choice... in the end bought black.. actually wanted purple or red or pink... but.. haha.. nvm...

what a sad day... more and more lost now... well.. it's just like a big blow to me.. but.. haiz... me,ling and mad's group name has changed... from the first cubix to nameless... and now 'bo jio pai' which means no signboard in hokkien.. this name was actually originated by 'da ge'.. haha... AH BO is mad... AH JIO is me cos of my chi name.. AH PAI is ling... haha.. this friday going to celebrate da ge's bday.. think they wanna go k box help him celebrate... so cannot buy my jacket now.. for our class party.. bo jio pai is in charge of games.. JQK & SHE jia yi is in charge of food,deco bla bla.. but actually i was kidding that bo jio pai be guests... lolx.. but they thought it was real... haha but nvm la.. too many ppl in charge of cooking also not so good.. but i'll go and help them in the morning also la.. no much diff... ok off to my tv... and must also do my tutorial le... by the way... ling ask me to wear skirt with her tml.. but i dunno should i wear or not.. cos still not used to it yet... very weird.. it's like suddenly from guy's wear to girl's wear.. ya.. ok la tv start le..

haiz... sis gave me AP again... just tell her to be more self discipline sometimes only.. ask her don't everytime go out till so late then come back... i didn't even scold her or use a harsh tone... i swear... can't she understand that we are worried for her... today i spend alot of money.. lolx.. think i need to watch what i buy now.. still have to buy my jacket... it'll be 28bucks with my sis's fren's 77th street card.. but now dunno if she'll still want to lend me or not.. haiz.. haven't do my AOA's tutorial yet... sianz... i think i know what to buy for all my christmas gatherings already... but need to work to get the money liaoz.. must call up for work le.. today lia ask me again.. haha.. *blush* but i say nothing to her.. then we chat about this topic and got to know her better... yup... maybe bcos we girls then share the same feelings.. ya..

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

You are 73% Libra

just came back from my dad's treat to the steamboat at marina south.. we went to the place where the last time during my last day of work in Motorola, me xiao ke and dennis went to eat.. ok the place not very clean.. though cheap.. food not that nice.. but there's alot of food.. variety i mean.. ok la.. then after that we went to Esplanade, the merlion and also the Fullerton Hotel to take pics and sight see.. we took photos too as the scenery was extremely beautiful.. gorgeous.. my mum keep on taking pics.. haha... cos she first time there.. then we went to Fullerton Hotel.. me and my sis were so happy and excited.. i've been there for the third time.. still very happy to go there... i was thinking if i could have my wedding held there it would be really wonderful... lolx.. but really X... and my relatives and friends will have to spend alot of money to come to such H weddings... lolx.. i think i'm thinking too far cos i don't think i'll have any weddings... lolx...

whao this song is old... i know.. but it's great.. i think i finally found the jacket i want to buy.. cheap and cool.. but haven't buy yet.. it's at 77th street.. 24 bucks.. yup.. haven't started on any of my tutorials yet... lolx.. going to do them soon.. cannot be like last year le.. must work hard.. but dunno i can keep up to my own promise or not.. hope i can.. still sick.. haiz.. when will i ever recover.. later my dad treating us to eat steamboat.. but not sure where yet.. most probably at marina bay.. oh yes.. jamie yeo and glen ong got married.. ya i know i'm slow.. lolx.. well somethings now, i can't blog... i only can keep it in my heart... but sometimes really hope to blog it out cos i can remember what happen and how was my feeling.. yup...

Olinda sang this song on her fianl show on SG Idol.. very sad song... haiz sianz... still very sick... 3 weeks le lehz... haven't ok yet... today during the long break went to amk central with JQK,SHE,boon,joseph and mad.. we went to the big hawker centre and eat our breakfast.. i ordered porriage... the famous one which my dad bought the other time.. very nice.. then after that we went to k pool but me and mad didn't play... we just sat down there and watch them play.. still quite fun cos they everytime joke around.. then back to our next lessons.. the teacher played games with us again.. everyone of us must choose a card.. on top of them there are questions and actions and also others.. if you choose a question, you can ask it to anyone in the class... if you choose an action, you yourself must act it out... well almost everyone got a question.. unluckily, mine was like that "Oops, now the group can ask you any question they want to".... SHIT!!!!! then i see SHE's expression... i knew what they wanted to ask... i started to get worried and very pai sei... then von ask me can ask that question, i shook my head and say cannot.. then the teacher saved me by saying ask me to choose someone to ask the question.. then i looked around and chose ling.. cos i knew she won't ask me weird question.. i actually wanted to choose mad by don't wanna drag her into the situation.. ok that's my very pai sei experience today.. haha... if they really ask, i really don't know what to do... haiz... OMG... luckily they didn't ask cos they scared later i pai sei.. indeed i will... ya.. so still thanks to them for not making me pai sei... thanks..

wa super sianz... & i'm very sick... very cold... sick for 3 weeks le... haiz... last night's SG Idol was great!!!!!!!!!! Taufik won!!!!!!!!!! yeah.... his new song... very nice... actually Sylvester's version also not bad la.. haha... saw Olinda back very sad... she's out... then watch on the starhub thingy for the episode that she's out.. cos i missed it the other time cos i'm working... damn sad.. i nearly cried but i didn't cos i knew the results already.. i think luckily i wasn't at home watching if not i will surely cry out.. the internet teacher very guai lehz so punctual one.. lolx... her lessons quite boring.. but the writing skills teacher quite fun.. then played the message thingy to get to know us.. very creative.. then i wrote something then my 'yang guifei' got to read it.. then they guessed it's me.. so clever.. the reason is bcos they think i'm very cheerful.. but i think ppl who know me, knows that i'm a pessimist inside.. optimist outside.. i think i will buy the SG Idol cd.. i think their songs very nice.. i read a bad news on papers today... OMG!!!!!! No world idol for SG?! WTH!!!!!!! oh man... so sad... i think i look weird yesterday.. but i think still ok ba... i think i look more & more like an auntie... lolx... cos many ppl think that i'm one.. do i? haha nvm... hope that i will get well soon...